Can’t sleep.
I want what you want
(Source: pinneapplechunks)
there are worse things than
being alone
but it often takes decades
to realize this
and most often
when you do
its too late
and there’s nothing worse
than
too lateCharles Bukowski | Oh Yes
A strange, terrific force unlike anything I’ve ever experienced is sprouting in my heart, taking root there, growing. Shut up behind my rib cage, my warm heart expands and contracts independent of my will – over and over.Haruki Murakami
(Source: troubled)
We loved you every time
Lover’s Discourse
Waiting
attente / waiting
Tumult of anxiety provoked by waiting for the loved being, subject to trivial delays (rendezvous, letters, telephone calls, returns).
Atopos
atopos / atopos
The loved being is recognized by the amorous subject as “atopos” (a qualification given to Socrates by his interlocutors), i.e., unclassifiable, of a ceaselessly unforseen originality.
“I have an Other-ache”
compassion / compassion
The subject experiences a sentiment of violent compassion with regard to the loved object each time he sees, feels, or knows the loved object is unhappy or in danger, for whatever reason external to the amorous relation itself.
“I want to understand”
compendre / to understand
Suddenly perceiving the amorous episode as a knot of inexplicable reasons and impaired solutions, the subject exclaims: “I want to understand (waht is happening to me)!”